However, my professor begs to differ. he believes that i actually have dropped it somewhere,possibly the bathroom he says. But i dont understand how i can drop a laptop and not hear it drop? im not sure what happened to it, but it is gone. and i have been computerless for nearly two weeks now. i always thought if my computer ever went missing, i would panic and go crazy screaming crying etc...but that was not the case.because 1) i had concerts to attend to. LUPE FIASCO on the14th (same day i lost my lappy) and DRAKE the next day - 15th. and 2) workgymwork and 3) my friend's wedding was on Sunday the 18th. so basically my mind and body was to occupied to stress. Mind you though every night when id come home from wherever i was, i would feel very lost and confused, then i'd just fall asleep.
The worst part is that, everything i do in school resides around my computer. I do not have bookwork or book studying, it is pretty much all papers and notes and photoshop and etc ...so i have been feeling suffocated because i havnt been able to get any work done. Sunday night the 18th, is really when i felt very overwhelmed and vulnerable, at my breaking point. I did not know what to do because i had a few things due for classes the following day that i could not get done. Matter fact i only turned in 1 out of 3 assignments because i just did not have enough time in school to do them(more computer based work). Thankfully, Allah has blessed me with a wonderful brother from another mother, who let me borrow his computer for the rest of the week, because otherwise i would not be able to do my finals. I love RoBro so much, he always has my back.
Where there is a will, there is a way.
The only thing i want to say about the concerts is that they were AWESOME! my fav tho,was def LUPE. mannnnn he tore it doowwwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. love him. plus i was like only a feet away from him! soo intense. ok so maybe that was more than one thing i said about the concerts. =)
oh and i almost forgot, i was called like literally a few hours before my friends wedding to do the photography on the womens side. i wanted to say 'no i want to enjoy the wedding', but i couldnt because that wouldve been so mean. i know if it came down to that point for me and i had to ask a friend and they turned me down id be so upset. but not even that, i didnt mind it really. it was fun even though i was hooting then put the camera down then dancing then shooting lol. i havnt had a chance to look at the images though bc NO COMPUTER! =((( i need to get to editing them asap.
I must say the most amazing thing for me the past couple weeks is the GYM. man do i love getting a good workout. nothing can beat that feeling. Ive been going with my bestfriend Didi and working her out. man she hates me for it but she'll thank me later lol. im starting to tone up again slowly but surely. I have changed up my entire diet. I feel so much healthier. My diet consists of - sushi, grilled chicken breasts,salads, wheat/grains cereal, yogurt, fruits&veggies, and rice. I have stopped dessert cold turkey! and that is my alltime favorite food.My cheat day is wednesday, but i might be switching that day but for now it is wednedays. i love living a healthier lifestyle.
So school is over. just have one final monday (tom) and a paper to turn in wednesday. and the best part about this week isnt that school is over, it is actually the fact that MY MOTHER IS COMING HOMEE!!!!!!!! WWOOOOOOO!!!!! man do i miss her. cant wait to see her little cuteself and all thegoodies she got me haha ;)
i will leave you now with my new fav snack- Vanilla Yogurt topped with fresh Pineapple. Cost efficient, healthy, and absolutely DELIC!